In my addictions, I felt like I had a life of power and authority; a life full of drugs, alcohol, money, and a false security of power. I never knew what true freedom was until I found the truth through Jesus Christ.
For all of those who are burdened with sin and guilt, there is freedom for you through Jesus Christ. True freedom comes from accepting Christ as your Savior. When He lives on the inside of your spirit then you are free to make the right choices.
I learned once I allowed the Lord to fully control my life, it was easier to say no to bulimia, drugs,and alcohol; even though the desire was still there the Lord gave me the strength to overcome. When I would feel defeated, God would bring the song "In Your Presence" by Jason Upton to my mind. This song would give me comfort in my torment.
the things I used to do.
Cause somewhere on the journey
I think I lost hold of the truth.
But nothing really satisfies
like when You speak my name.
So tell me that You'll never leave
and everything will be okay."
As I would listen to this song, I felt the Lord comforting me and calming my soul. A personal encounter with the Lord would give me the strength to continue on. I learned from this situation, and others like it, that we find our strength in the presence of the Lord. The peace that the Holy Spirit brings is higher than any drug.
So - find peace in the ultimate healer and rest in Him.